Random thoughts...

He's a teenage boy In his early sixteens Wants to rule the damn world And be rich by all means Always stealing money from his father's purse Wants bike & expensive cells, What could be worse He goes to the gym He wants six packs No signs of any guts Only muscles n big biceps Tries to show his wealth Though he doesn't worth a dime Always flirting with girls Remaining single is a crime Drinks booz to get high N smokes to look cool Piercing on the eyebrow 'Get wild' is the only rule An addict of drugs n sex Watches porn with friends Has costliest cellphones Follows the latest dirty trends No respect for family at all No value of their deeds He treats them like crap Even if they fulfill all his needs She is a teenage girl Wants to be a queen Had 3 boyfriends Says she is now fifteen In her tiny shorts She keeps smokes n a light Loves to drink n get high when she parties all night A tattoo on the waist And red coloured hair Living in her own world Reality? she doesn...

In the night, somber and freezing, It came like a warm sunrise. Making my soul to glow, Gleam of her clairvoyant eyes. Why was I sulking from love? Or was it just a compromise? Wailing over a closing door, Too much was to sacrifice. Savaged by her ardent memories and emotions too strong to disguise The fragrance of her presence saved me, Made my pain to vaporize I'm running towards the end It's not hard to realize. So Let her love truly love me, on my last day in paradise. - Asthir Amdavadi

On the edge of the road He is waiting for his turn He wants to hit the highroad Success he so wants to earn his bags are packed and His journey begins he knows Its a one way trip Even if he wins his heart is racing fast and his eyes have dreams A mixture of emotions; sadness and joy, the extremes He's grown man now, but He was a boy yesterday He will sit in big offices who used to sit at a cafe No torn jeans or tees, and no canvas shoes Just white collars and tie which he can not lose He will miss his friends hangouts on weekends He wont have novel n books, only laptops n mobiles in hands clock is ticking too fast its his time now to go He is stealing a moment away, for Emotions he could not show To whom he ignored and loved and whom he lost in the run, He says "Thank you so much, and goodbye Today I am going away, but I will return" - Asthir Amdavadi

कभी अपने आप से फुर्सद ले लो तुम तो समजाये की कौन कैसे जी रहा है उन पुराने लम्हों को याद करो तस्वीरें देखके जरा सा मुस्कुराओ, आँखे मूंद लो तुम, दिल की गहराइयो में डूब जाओ कई खोये हुए किसी को गर पाओ कभी उन दोस्तों का नाम ले लो तुम तो समजाये की कौन कैसे जी रहा है कभी अपने आप से फुर्सद ले लो तुम तो समजाये की कौन कैसे जी रहा है - Asthir Amdavadi

इतने गिले थे हमसे तो एक लम्हा ठहर लेते थामते हाथ, देते साथ पूछते प्यार से क्या दिल में है जो बता नहीं पा रहे कौन सा है सैलाब खयालो का, जो दबा नहीं पा रहे हम हंस के सारे अरमां बोल देते भरे हुए वो राज़ पल में खोल देते पर तुम चलते रहे, ख़ामोशीमें मे तुम्हे देखता रहा आँखों मे तुम्हारी जुदाई का डर देखता रहा फासले बढ़ते गए और तन्हाई भी वक्त नहीं था, फिर भी इंतजार करता रहा तुम्हे जाने का है डर, इतना तो इज़हार कर लेते इतने गिले थे हमसे तो, बस एक लम्हा ठहर लेते - Asthir Amdavadi

आँखों की गहराइयो में दिल की तन्हाइयो में विरानीयो के अंधेरो में धुंधले से सवेरो में ढूंढ़ता हु खुद को, खुद की पर्छाइओ को, है वजूद मेरे होनेपन का, या बस एक ख्वाब बनके रह गया हु कौन हु मै, क्यों जी रहा हु यहाँ हु जिंदा,या बस एक लाश बनके रह गया हु कहा है वजह, क्यों जी रहा हु यहाँ तुम नहीं हो फिरभी, क्यों जी रहा हु यहाँ - Asthir Amdavadi