Random thoughts...

Will you hate all roses, if you're hurt by one thorn? Will you hate climbing, if you're hurt by one stone? Will you stop dreaming, if your sweetest dream is gone? Will you stop flying, if you are hit by one storm?? No, No, No, No..... Then why do you hate them, For their just one mistake or two? Why don't you forgive them? 'Cause they deserve the better of you. Why can't you hold everyone you love? It's a bloody hard life, if you live it alone You hate, fight, hurt and regret But eventually its Love, that holds us on.. - Asthir Amdavadi

The sun is shining in the sky But as I wake up, you are not nearby No reason I see, to start a new day Everything is pale, when you are far away Life sees no purpose to be alive My heart and soul need you, they always strive Without a tint of joy the moments fly My Eyes want you, they don't want to cry So, please come back Seems like I’m living in hell Please come back Nothing else I wanna tell Hey, please come back You're the only one I've got Please come back To love, my life is too short You please come back You're my passion to live Please come back My love is all that I can give I know you are away from my eye But never away from my heart I can sense you are coming to me And we will be together, never apart Please make it very soon, love Life is so full of darkness without you I stand here, walk to me soon B'coz the only thing I live for is just YOU - Asthir Amdavadi Kush

I stand here waiting; it’s about to rain, You promised to come, I know u mean. I see things changing around me so fast, But I have our dream, n want it to last. They say you will never come for me, As I do not deserve you, n your love, But you know, you're the one for me baby I will never give up, m still holding on. So I am still standing, waiting for you, Standing right here, where u left me, I don’t know if you're coming back to me, But you’ll find me here, where else can I be. As I grow old, my love is growing strong, Want you forever, want you to walk along, You've so many reasons, Holding you to come back, But my reason is you, baby, I can wait till my last breath. So I still waiting, please come soon baby, ‘Coz without you, it’s so difficult to survive, So I still waiting, waiting in the rain, Before my fall, want to see u with my eyes. - Asthir Amdavadi Kush Vyas

Don’t let me fall, Grab my hand for a while I am afraid of the dark Walk with me for a while Things are falling apart Stand with me for a while Eyes don’t want to cry Be my smile for a while Life seems to lose value Add your love in it for a while Want to live and be happy Be the reason for a while I don’t have anything now Just b my everything for a while Heart doesn't want to lose u Stay right in there for a while Lonely days I want no more Just be with me for a while I lived like a blank paper Be my words and story for a while I don’t know how to love Teach me how to love, just for a while I trust in GOD, need all d time Do me a favor, Be my GOD for a while Listen to me, need you forever Love me truly baby, just for a while Don’t be late, I don’t have time I m alive in this world, just for a while - Asthir Amdavadi Kush Vyas

(Dedicated to Noopur Toshniwal.. Officially!! ) Walking alone in a deserted street, ran into a stranger,looked so discrete, I drenched in her fragrance,when she passed by, just came like a rain, on a ground so dry. And i just couldn't believe my eyes, Felt like i just saw a rainbow at midnight, But the moment passed way too fast, Just wished if this sweetest dream could last. The stranger looked back,when walking away, her every single step, just darkened my day. so she just turned back and grabbed my hand, she started walking with me, and became my friend. I Wanna hold her with me wherever I roam, Cuz she is like my shadow, never left me alone. Will never forget the night, A walk in the street, When I found her,God's very own gift. - Asthir Amdavadi Kush Vyas (Title by Noopur Toshniwal.. :) Thanks!! )

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I look at the gray sky while walking on ground, Is that just my love for you, who has turned my life around? something is breaking within, But no one can hear a sound. I wanna walk to the sunrise, But strong wind is blowing westbound. As I walk on the soft sand, My feet leave shallow signs, When I look back the path, I knew there's nothing left behind, Shallow things washed away, When time came like a strong tide, Did it ruin everything, the past? Or cleared mistakes too great to hide? We walked, just you and me, I was always holding your hand, Still you slipped away from me, And left me with grains of sand, But I continue my walk;the journey, Cuz you don't want me to wait, But should I erase you from my heart? Forget to love?and learn to hate? I feel you deep within my skin, when cold water kisses my feet, And the sea shells I find at every step, They come like your memories,so sweet. I realize now,heart isn't worth breaking, As in it's you with me, in its every beat. ...