Random thoughts...

"Punish me." she cried. There was a brief history behind her request. Brief. And unimportant. But the consequences were intriguing, and provoking actions. Just one small stone in the still water, and it caused ripples, magnifying and spreading. And after that, nothing was still. A chaos. She felt. She felt something went wrong but she couldn't find out that from him. As there was no reaction. She wanted one, badly. She convinced herself she was the reason behind the  chaos . The guilt was eating her. She asked for one reaction, just one. She didn't get any. She wanted one; a corrective action, a punishment, which would overcome her guilt. So that she can forgive herself. So that she can live on. So that she make absolutely sure that the damage, if there was any, is well taken care of. That's all she wanted - Balance, stillness, her own inner peace. Or just a debt, which she wants to pay off so that she owes him nothing. Was this selfish of her...? "Punish me....

He walked. Through unknown streets. Down the roads. Across lush green meadows. Passing through gardens of blooming flowers of vivid colors. Into the wild. Through deserts. On days with scorching sun. In the moonless dark nights. He was relentless. He walked. Walked till every single bone of his body hurt. Till he could feel every muscle in his body tear apart. He did not wish to stop. He was following his wandering mind. His mind was searching something. He wasn't just blood and flesh, someone who wanted to perfect his existence, or at least wanted to reach to the most humanly possible level of perfection, where he could know the meaning of life, the meaning of death, understand dark passageways between death and the next life. He believed, rather firmly, that he will find the answers if he seeks. He chose this path, an endless route searching for what was worth sought for. He had this hunger, for truth. Surreal but magnificent. He had already surrendered himself to his hunger lo...