Lost

When you have just started thinking that this place is dead,...

I am back here..with words without wisdom.

Long pause this was..I was busy wandering, of course with a motive -hunt for trivial submission data, working with a bunch of headless chickens. But now I am away from them. Feeling blissed, for time being.

But but but... what's happening with me, when I have started writing something here???? Seems like I have lost my touch... words come out not in a way it should. Not Good. Too many things happening, as usual.. which suck my energy like anything. And as usual, I never run out of emotions and situations. But the thing is, I need to mould them.. and the die is missing. I will find it soon, because I guess I know HOW and WHERE to find that die - Rhythm.

Ignorance is bliss. But not from the one whom you Love and care...so very frustrated and confused. Waiting for this phase to get over quickly. When things are clear and as they were before, I will be ready to rock 'n roll. I don't believe in All is well.,.its bullshit. I always want things Better. I am sure it will...because at least now I deserve something BETTER. So praying hard.

Asthir Amdavadi

- Kush